"Me" Time

Although simplicity was my goal for the year, I feel like my life has become anything but simple. I get stressed out so easily and, unfortunately, my hubby's seen a few meltdowns from me this past week.

I get frustrated that I don't have more time with my baby. But then I also get frustrated that I don't have more time at school to plan. I get frustrated that I haven't made home-cooked meal in over 2 weeks. And when I don't make food, I get frustrated that we're adding the unnecessary expense of eating out so often. I get frustrated when the house is covered in dust, the laundry is teetering 3 feet above the top of the hamper, a nasty smell is coming from the sink, and a bag of trash is sitting outside our front door waiting to be taken to the dumpster (for 3 days!). I get frustrated when I'm late everywhere I go because I haven't yet figured in the appropriate amount of time for getting the baby fed & ready to go as well.

Needless to say, I've been a little ball of stress for the past few weeks and I'm sure I haven't been very fun to live with.  My goal is not to complain, however. This is just to set you up for how amazing my hubby is . . .

Usually, Brian works till 10 on weeknights. But last night, the doorbell rang at 6. When I answered it, Brian was standing there! He grabbed the baby and pushed me out the door, forcing me to take some "ME" time. I protested a bit at first, then I nearly sprinted to the car! I left for 2 hours and when I returned, I had beautifully manicured hands; 2 shirts found on clearance; some errands run to cross off my to-do list; and, most importantly, a refreshed outlook on life!

I'm so grateful for my hubby! I'm feeling much better now. =)

3 months

Last week, Porter turned 3 months old! We celebrated with another photo shoot. Poor kid. But I was lucky to have Brian home this time so he was able to make him smile while I shot some photos.

This month, Porter . . . 

Started Laughing

His first laugh was actually at the babysitter's. When Brian and I heard that, we spent that whole evening cooing, tickling, and making fools of ourselves . . . no laugh. But the next day, Porter gave use each a giggle. Now he giggles more and more everyday and we love it!

Sleeps Like a Baby
Porter started sleeping 9 to 11 hours each night. Can you say heaven?! It's been so wonderful!

Moved to His Crib

We're so happy we finally get to use it! Although he's moved to the crib, the routine is still the same- we swaddle him and play vacuum sounds all night long.

 Hates Tummy Time

The doctor told us at our first appointment to make sure Porter got lots of tummy time. Unfortunately, we didn't really follow that order like we should have. Now when Porter gets put on his tummy, he cries and smothers his face in the floor. It's so sad. We don't leave him down for long, but we still try it several times a day. He gets a little better each time at lifting his neck-- but it's still miserable.

Eats Like Crazy

Porter loves to eat. If we had a gallon-sized bottle, I think he'd just go on chugging it till it was empty, then cry when it was all gone. But Brian and I love his little whimper, half-cry that he does whenever his bottle's gone. That lasts for about a minute, then he's as happy as can be!

Turned Into a Drool Machine

We go through several bibs a day-- or several outfits, if we forget to put a bib on him!

Lost Half His Hair

It's so sad to see his thick, dark hair falling out. But we can already see the new hair growing in. So I guess we'll be okay.

Became Aware of His Hands and Toys

He loves to eat his hands. Also, he loves swatting at his toys that hang on a mobile over his playard. One of them has a rattle inside- that's his favorite to hit.

Also, this month, Porter met all 3 of his great-grandparents, was blessed at church, and started attending church regularly.

In case I haven't said it enough on this blog . . . we love this baby!

Endorsed

I've had a crazy school year. Along with the whole baby thing, I decided to get my ESL Endorsement as well. This required that I go to 7 full-day classes throughout the year; one class every 1-2 months. One of the classes fell during maternity leave so I got to cart my 3-week old baby along with me to the 9 hour class. Between each class, I had about 15-20 hours worth of assignments to complete. I got a little behind when I had the baby, so I have been working my tail off for the past few weeks to catch up (mostly into the wee hours of the night while Porter was sleeping). While I was doing this, Brian was right in the middle of his finals. It's been crazy!

On Friday, I had my exit interview and I am officially done! Brian and I are enjoying our time together without our unfinished homework looming over us.

Now, if I could just finish up my reading endorsement . . .    =)

sacrifices

I could stare at this baby boy all day. And I think I'd still see visible growth happening right before my eyes! He is the cutest, most precious thing I've ever seen in this world. Brian and I simply adore him. We are constantly talking in happy, high-pitched voices around our house. It's pretty funny!

Since becoming a mommy, I've given up . . .
1. sleep
2. running quick errands to the store whenever I need/want anything
3. the nursery, formerly my own personal storage room
4. spending extra time at school past contract hours (which I actually do miss)
5. shopping for myself ( fitting rooms + strollers = drive me crazy! )
6. my weight- not quite back to my old size/shape . . . yet?
7. my wardrobe (see #6 . . . and #5)

But, oh my goodness, it is all so worth it! I would not take any of that stuff back. Porter is now our world.

 And what a wonderful world it is!

Baby Blessings

On Sunday, our sweet little baby was blessed. It was a great day! We were so lucky to have my family, Brian's family, and many good friends there to support us.

It's a very rare occurrence to have my entire side of the family all in one place. We are all spread out through Washington, Utah, Idaho, Arizona, and Texas. However, that just happened to be the weekend some of them were going to be in town already and everyone else decided to make an effort to come. My sister, who came with her family from Texas, decided to have her baby blessed that weekend as well. Olivia's blessing was on Saturday.

It was so fun to have everyone together! Porter even got to meet his great-grandma Sudweeks. She informed us that Porter is her 48th great-grandchild.

And while Porter's cousin Olivia was here (they're only 6 months apart), we made sure to start them off to being best friends. Translated- we made them pose together for pictures over and over, while each one could care less that another baby was sitting next to them!

It was a fun weekend and Sunday was definitely the icing on the cake. It was such as special day for us to have our baby blessed. What a wonderful life we have!

Easter

Hope you all had a happy Easter!